Brompton Cocktail

"Brompton Cocktail"

(Out of time...)

Doc, I'm dying, I'm feeling compromised (feeling compromised)

And so dehumanized (and so dehumanized)

I lost my final fight to disease, I feel that this is where it ends

I need that shot to enter my vein

My Brompton Cocktail blend

'Cause I can't feel my face

I won't struggle on

In a world so cold

In a world so wrong

I'm not running away, been fighting this so long (so long)

Such a price that we pay, we gotta be so strong

In a lie...

I'm tired, induced euphoria (induced euphoria)

To help me move along (help me move along)

I wanna meet my maker in peace, I want to feel alive again

So put that smile back on my face and mix it strong my friend

'Cause I can't feel my face

I won't struggle on

In a world so cold

In a world so wrong

I'm not running away, been fighting this so long (so long)

Such a price that we pay, we gotta be so strong

And I take my life tonight 'cause I have the right to die how I wanna

And leave how I arrived, so alive

I believe my sins have been forgiven

And I believe my choice will save me from this life

Please don't question why

My sins have been forgotten

I believe I'll find peace in afterlife

Please don't question why

I left this way

'Cause I can't feel my face

I won't struggle on

In a world so cold

In a world so wrong

I'm not running away, been fighting this so long (so long)

Such a price that we pay, we gotta be so strong

And I take my life tonight 'cause I have the right to die how I wanna

And leave how I arrived, so alive

(Alive)

Read More

And All Things Will End

"And All Things Will End"

Lived through you,

safe with how we lived our lives,

with how it all turned out.

(But things are bound to change)

Uncovered lies, surfaced throughout,

will make you change your mind

Sometimes life is altered

Won't turn out right. Can't turn out right

When I see you, I can read it in your eyes,

fate misunderstood.

(But things are bound to change)

Swallowed the lies, can't blame you for,

thinking with your heart.

Sometimes life is altered.

Break from the ropes your hands are tied.

Uneasy with confrontation.

Won't turn out right. Can't turn out right

I see my world crumble and fall, before my eyes

I know, I know.

Dark will turn to light, in time I'll be alright

I know, I know

(I never imagined my life could turn out this way

So cold so black so alone)

Living goes by fast, catch your breath

and it will pass you by.

And it won't last, to sulk with the memories you hold.

Sometimes life is altered.

Break from the ropes your hands are tied.

Uneasy with confrontation.

Won't turn out right. Can't turn out right

[x2]

Read More

Tonight The World Dies

"Tonight The World Dies"

Lost the meaning of our stay

Learn to live another day

Doubt the choices that we've made

I know that we can't hide our shame

It's only in disguise

Drowning in our own debris

Fool our thoughts as though we're free

Close our eyes so we can see

The depth of all we mean to be

If only in my eyes

I don't mind

(Read the writing on the wall)

Mother cries

(Tortured voices as we crawl)

Find me on my better days

To lose it once again

In a way

So try and love me while you can

And take the time to understand

As long as I can touch your face

You know I'll never leave this place

If only in my mind

I don't mind

(Read the writing on the wall)

Mother cries

(Tortured voices as we crawl)

Find me on my better days

To lose it once again

But I seem to find no better ways

To consciously pretend

Silence all I want to say

With tendencies to run away

I'll run away

With you tonight

Launder all my sins away

And just like that mistakes are made

You know

Tonight the world dies

I don't mind

(Read the writing on the wall)

Mother cries

(Tortured voices as we crawl)

Find me on my better days

To lose it once again

But I seem to find no better ways

To consciously pretend

Read More

4:00 AM

"4:00 AM"

There comes a day when we all find out for ourselves

That once we have the words to say, there's no one left to tell

I know why you're running away.

There's a place where nothing seems to be assembled quite cohesively,

It's all your mind, all your mind

Something little shouldn't feel this way,

We got a million thoughts we can't convey,

It's all your life, all your life!

It's four in the morning, you got one more chance to die

Like beautiful stories the greatest chapters flew right by

There comes a day when we all find out for ourselves

That once we have the words to say, there's no one left to tell

I know why you're running away.

These things don't happen here; another fictional reality

It's all you'll find; all you'll find!

It's just as good as any other day, I'm gonna teach you about mortality

No it's not right, it's not right!

It's four in the morning, you got one more chance to die

Like beautiful stories the greatest chapters flew right by

There comes a day when we all find out for ourselves

That once we have the words to say, there's no one left to tell

I know why you're running away.

In many ways I guess I'll never let you go.

I'm close behind but I've got room here left to grow,

Until our second chance, just enjoy the dance, and find out who we are

(These dreams will never leave you)

Let's find out what we are,

(These dreams will never leave you)

Never leave you asking why.

It's four in the morning, you got one more chance to die

Like beautiful stories the greatest chapters flew right by

There comes a day when we all find out for ourselves

That once we have the words to say, there's no one left to tell

I know why you're running, I know why you're running away!

Read More