Brompton Cocktail

"Brompton Cocktail"

(Out of time...)

Doc, I'm dying, I'm feeling compromised (feeling compromised)

And so dehumanized (and so dehumanized)

I lost my final fight to disease, I feel that this is where it ends

I need that shot to enter my vein

My Brompton Cocktail blend

'Cause I can't feel my face

I won't struggle on

In a world so cold

In a world so wrong

I'm not running away, been fighting this so long (so long)

Such a price that we pay, we gotta be so strong

In a lie...

I'm tired, induced euphoria (induced euphoria)

To help me move along (help me move along)

I wanna meet my maker in peace, I want to feel alive again

So put that smile back on my face and mix it strong my friend

'Cause I can't feel my face

I won't struggle on

In a world so cold

In a world so wrong

I'm not running away, been fighting this so long (so long)

Such a price that we pay, we gotta be so strong

And I take my life tonight 'cause I have the right to die how I wanna

And leave how I arrived, so alive

I believe my sins have been forgiven

And I believe my choice will save me from this life

Please don't question why

My sins have been forgotten

I believe I'll find peace in afterlife

Please don't question why

I left this way

'Cause I can't feel my face

I won't struggle on

In a world so cold

In a world so wrong

I'm not running away, been fighting this so long (so long)

Such a price that we pay, we gotta be so strong

And I take my life tonight 'cause I have the right to die how I wanna

And leave how I arrived, so alive

(Alive)

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Danger Line

"Danger Line"

My sixteen locked and loaded

All fear has been avoided,

You say the words and my weapon is drawn

This one could be my last time

Some people call it "war crime"

I may be staring down a lethal sight

(To die)

Nothing shocks you like a bullet hole

Leaving my fear on the danger line

Suffering no man should never know

Leaving my faith on the danger line

I do this for my family

My daughter loves her daddy

Too many talk down on things they don't know

With colors never faded,

Reckless and unabated

They may take me but never take us all

(I'll crawl)

Nothing shocks you like a bullet hole

Leaving my fear on the danger line

Suffering no man should never know

Leaving my faith on the danger line

I know what you're thinking,

I've been there before

So think of the times,

The time we spent laughing away

So think of the times,

At home

(Life without a care)

Now I find myself in my own blood

(Never thought I'd lie in my own blood)

The damage done is far beyond repair

I never put my faith in up above

(Never had much faith in up above)

But now, I'm hoping someone's there

I never meant to leave this world alone

I never meant to hurt the ones who cared

And all this time I thought we'd just grow old

You know, no one said it's fair

Tell my baby girl that it's alright,

I've sung my last song today

Remind the Lord to leave His light on,

For me...

I'm free

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And All Things Will End

"And All Things Will End"

Lived through you,

safe with how we lived our lives,

with how it all turned out.

(But things are bound to change)

Uncovered lies, surfaced throughout,

will make you change your mind

Sometimes life is altered

Won't turn out right. Can't turn out right

When I see you, I can read it in your eyes,

fate misunderstood.

(But things are bound to change)

Swallowed the lies, can't blame you for,

thinking with your heart.

Sometimes life is altered.

Break from the ropes your hands are tied.

Uneasy with confrontation.

Won't turn out right. Can't turn out right

I see my world crumble and fall, before my eyes

I know, I know.

Dark will turn to light, in time I'll be alright

I know, I know

(I never imagined my life could turn out this way

So cold so black so alone)

Living goes by fast, catch your breath

and it will pass you by.

And it won't last, to sulk with the memories you hold.

Sometimes life is altered.

Break from the ropes your hands are tied.

Uneasy with confrontation.

Won't turn out right. Can't turn out right

[x2]

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Tonight The World Dies

"Tonight The World Dies"

Lost the meaning of our stay

Learn to live another day

Doubt the choices that we've made

I know that we can't hide our shame

It's only in disguise

Drowning in our own debris

Fool our thoughts as though we're free

Close our eyes so we can see

The depth of all we mean to be

If only in my eyes

I don't mind

(Read the writing on the wall)

Mother cries

(Tortured voices as we crawl)

Find me on my better days

To lose it once again

In a way

So try and love me while you can

And take the time to understand

As long as I can touch your face

You know I'll never leave this place

If only in my mind

I don't mind

(Read the writing on the wall)

Mother cries

(Tortured voices as we crawl)

Find me on my better days

To lose it once again

But I seem to find no better ways

To consciously pretend

Silence all I want to say

With tendencies to run away

I'll run away

With you tonight

Launder all my sins away

And just like that mistakes are made

You know

Tonight the world dies

I don't mind

(Read the writing on the wall)

Mother cries

(Tortured voices as we crawl)

Find me on my better days

To lose it once again

But I seem to find no better ways

To consciously pretend

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Paranoid

"Paranoid"

(originally by Black Sabbath)

Finished with my woman cause she couldn't help me with my mind

People think I'm insane because I am frowning all the time

All day long I think of things but nothing seems to satisfy

Think I'll lose my mind if I don't find something to pacify

Can you help me occupy my brain

Whoah yeah

I need someone to show me the things in life that I can't find

I can't see the things that make true happiness, I must be blind

Make a joke and I will sigh and you will laugh and I will cry

Happiness I cannot feel and love to me is so unreal

And so as you hear these words telling you now of my state

I tell you to enjoy life I wish I could but it's too late

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4:00 AM

"4:00 AM"

There comes a day when we all find out for ourselves

That once we have the words to say, there's no one left to tell

I know why you're running away.

There's a place where nothing seems to be assembled quite cohesively,

It's all your mind, all your mind

Something little shouldn't feel this way,

We got a million thoughts we can't convey,

It's all your life, all your life!

It's four in the morning, you got one more chance to die

Like beautiful stories the greatest chapters flew right by

There comes a day when we all find out for ourselves

That once we have the words to say, there's no one left to tell

I know why you're running away.

These things don't happen here; another fictional reality

It's all you'll find; all you'll find!

It's just as good as any other day, I'm gonna teach you about mortality

No it's not right, it's not right!

It's four in the morning, you got one more chance to die

Like beautiful stories the greatest chapters flew right by

There comes a day when we all find out for ourselves

That once we have the words to say, there's no one left to tell

I know why you're running away.

In many ways I guess I'll never let you go.

I'm close behind but I've got room here left to grow,

Until our second chance, just enjoy the dance, and find out who we are

(These dreams will never leave you)

Let's find out what we are,

(These dreams will never leave you)

Never leave you asking why.

It's four in the morning, you got one more chance to die

Like beautiful stories the greatest chapters flew right by

There comes a day when we all find out for ourselves

That once we have the words to say, there's no one left to tell

I know why you're running, I know why you're running away!

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Not Ready To Die

"Not Ready To Die"

Gone, cast away in time

Evil yours, now evil mine

So I robbed you blind

The voices in my head suggest a less than peaceful side

The endless possibilities

Controlling 9-3-5.

YOU CAN'T BREAK ME

Crush the fears of yesterday

YOU CAN'T SAVE ME,

Barriers of trust will fade.

I've stood in the dark

Been waiting all this time

While we damn the dead I'm trying to survive

I'm not ready to die

Damned, watch the masses fall

Burn it down, control 'em all

(Help me) Make me crawl

To daddy's little girl I'll read the writings on the wall

While cast into the nothingness

Their final curtain call

YOU CAN'T BREAK ME

Crush the fears of yesterday

YOU CAN'T SAVE ME,

Barriers of trust will fade.

I've stood in the dark

Been waiting all this time

While we damn the dead I'm trying to survive,

I'm not ready to die

[Amazing guitar solo]

Through the madness we find

Loyalty is no match for power

Say goodbye to your life,

Left to rot in your darkest hour

Prayers won't help you now

As long as you're mine

[Guitar solo]

YOU CAN'T BREAK ME

Crush the fears of yesterday

YOU CAN'T SAVE ME,

Barriers of trust will fade.

I've stood in the dark

Been waiting all this time

While we damn the dead I'm trying to survive

I'll control the world

One person at a time

As I damn the dead I'm trying to survive

I'm not ready to die!

Oh!

I'm not ready to die!

I'm not ready to die!

I'm not ready to die!

I'm not ready to die!

Ready to die!

Ready to die!

Ready to die!

Not ready to die!

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